All i really want is ..

Thursday, July 28, 2011

Its hard to make a decision

Dear blogger ,

Well , i think i've hurt all of them :( hmmm !~ BUT ! i cant let go all , cos they r needed . i treat them the same way :( "Gosh ! this is hard !" *SIGH* hmmm .

Hello semueeeee ! ^^ HUUUAAAAAK ! Phew !~ Penat oi !
*breath in , Breath out*
Hmmm !

Okae , saye penat gilerh niari . idk why >< Adoi ! Well , Jayjay had gotten a job ! ^^ Well , waitress :)) Die kerje same saye ^^ Well , good for her :)) Anyway saye seram oi !! dudok rumah sorang . Mane papa ????????? GRRRRRR ! eheh ! BRB !!!

Sunday, June 19, 2011

i've moved on :))

I will chase you around for a while ,
but theres going to be a day when im gonna stop running incircles around you ,
im going to get over you && at that very moment ,
you're going to wish , you had let me catch you :))

KECYYK ALAAH KATEEQ </3

Friday, April 22, 2011

I MISS MY FAMILY :(

Hey , its been long time i didnt update my blog :) SORRY ^^

HUUUUUUAAAK !

Well , my life ? grrrr ? getting worst :( But , Its alrite ~

Follow the flow~

Thats what i always do in life :))

Its 3+ in the morning , and i still awake :) Well , im from work actually :)) Many things

happened in my life now :) Problems come and go , but i am here still standing :)

STRONGLY !~

Had so much fun at work today ^^ Laughing and giggling with frens at werk :)) Im happy when they are ^^ SERIOUS !!! HUAAAK !

And and , unfortunately , i broke one of those light bulbs at work ><

"rilek uh" limit2 kene mrh je perh ^^

Manager : nana !~ $9.50 uh at fair price !~ *muke angry*

Me : *smiling widely* heeeeee ! rilek uhh .

Manager : what rilek2 ? when r u getting those bulb then ??

Me : Erm !~ next week kot ^^ *still smiling*

Manager : *shake head*

background : staff laughing *

Me : tak klakar okae ^^

HUUUUUAK !!!~

and thanks to those light bulbs my finger injured :( Asked my manager for plaster but DONT HAVE ? Waliaoooooooo !~

Walked home with Nad !~ and KECOH SIA ~ HAHA !~ okae ~ hmmm .

Reached home and get a bad news :((

Omg , this hurt like hell !~

Papa , Farid need someone :( pls ~ im begging you , dont change just for YOUR new wife ><

my adek2 is so important in my life ~ im begging you , they need your attention ><

im standing up for them , and , whos gonna stand up for me ?

im strong infront of them , but , im so weak inside ~ haish !~

I miss mama like seriously , :(( i want to visit her at her cemetry ,

Just dont forget where you r standing :(

I have accepted her , but like i said , please remember , your responsibility .

I'll do anything to make my adek2 happy ~

FARID

FAD <3

ILOVEYOU ~

Family mean :

Like a branches on tree ,

we all grow in different directions ,

YET !~

our roots ,

remain as one ^^

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Dissapointed

We known each other for so long ~

7years* 7years*7years*7years*

Been there for her when she need a shoulder to lean ~

Wipe those tears of hers ~

Giving her support and guide her wif every steps ~

Share laughters and tears together ~

Feed her with medicine when she need to ~

Took out all her "hingus" from her nose ~

Cheer her up when shes down ~

stand up for her ~

Slept under he armpit everynight ~

I even put her first in my life ~

Nobody can touch MyGayBoy ~

BUT ,

sadness ~

she dont understands me ~

Dear JayJayQatek ,
Thanks for being there for me . I apreciate you so much ~ Those laughters and tears that we shared together , its so meaningful . Well , the most precious things in my life is you ~ I ever mentioned that i put you first in my life ~ Im showering you with love everyday ~ I will stand up for you with every problems you faced ~ I just love you <3 But will you treat me the same ? Haish ~ *sadness*