I am so absolutely and completely Fucked up !~ grrrrr . Things happened , and i get so angry !!~   It felt like the heat of my  anger will burn them ~ But they only seemed more amused !!~ FUCK !! kept nagging  and nagging ~   -_-" ~ tidy up my house cos i does that , when i am angry . i  know its wierd ~ grrr !~ Girlfriend texted and cancelled those plans ~ well , up to her then ^^ It Sucks ! When i noe , i need to let go , but i cant !~  Because im still waiting for the impossible things to happen ~ if you're gonna break my heart to tiny pieces , then just walk right out and leave me , and lets end it tonight ~ i dont want to know the truth ~ i dont want to see the proof . if you gonna do me wrong , Do me right ~