Starting a new life ~

Guys ~
                        Im sorry for making the both of you this way . Siti Nabilah , i really love you . but , i love the old you the most ~ Yes , the old you . i miss the times that we r fwens , before we get into relationships .But now , i just hate ur behaviour at times ~ The way you treat me infront of my friends , it   really hurt me . yes it does ~ To compare you now , and last time , its far too different ~ You just get angry really really easily ~  and i dont like it ~ You scold me infront of our fwen as if like i make mistake all the time ~ When i cry , are you there to lend a shoulder ? But , you will scold me and say " Kental , Be strong la ! aku tk suke la kao mcm gini ," what is this ?  When i want to share stories with you ~ what will your answer be ? "ohh , kae ,, aah , oh icic " thats all ??   Is this we call a couple ?  are you there fer me ?? NO ~